Upward Spiral: Diary of a Free-Flowing Spirit 11.6.18

Remember yesterday when I said I didn’t mind the hours cutback with my freelance job because it gave me time to focus on other things? Well I think the Universe must have read that and thought, “Oh so that’s what you want? Perfect! I’ll just pause that role completely for you then!” And so that’s what happened today lol. Like hours went from 10/week to 0. But honestly I have so much peace around it all, an alarming amount actually, because I feel that each step in this journey is getting me closer to where I want to be. There is a part of my brain of course that keeps reminding me that it will take money to pay rent and buy food and all that, but I’m trying this crazy new route of just believing everything’s going to work out. Things have been provided for me up til this point, and I keep focusing on God’s abundance in my life and how much I’ve been given and how my needs are always met and then choose not to worry about where my next source of income will come from, I just believe it will be there when I need it.

I went on a walk around the island today, with the intention of focusing on abundance and gratitude as I walked, and I played T.I. and Rihanna’s “Live Your Life” loudly in my ears because I heard it in my yoga class this morning (yogalates, not like vinyasa yoga) and I remembered how much this song pumps me up. And then I listened to my other songs that put me in a good mood and my day continued to spiral up from there. High vibes times a million. I just can’t get over what a fun stage of life this is. It feels so good to feel so good. And nothing feels more exciting at the moment than the thought of pursuing my dream life and having the pieces revealed to me bit by bit.

Well maybe thinking about how I’m going back to Morning Lavender for the 3rd time in 6 days tomorrow. That’s a close second in this moment. Off to dreamland so I can get there even quicker.